Alchie

Never thought I'd say it, but..."its time to put down the drink!" Alcohol isn't worth the two day recovery. Ladies and Gents I think i've taken my last swig of shots and wine for a while. I'm beginning to feel like I could easily depend on alcohol to ease away any troubles that I may have. Last time I drank this much, it was because I felt bad for missing an important engagement. This time, it was because I was sexually frustrated. And as I think of it, I realize that these aren't huge problems you know? So just imagine when the problems do begin to grow and get harder? What am I going to add on a shot to every higher level of life's difficulties? I think now. As I sit here, 7am, feeling wooosey, missing my boy toy, and regretting the fact that my colleague saw me in such a state, i'm going to start making better decisions.

Here's a little note to all of you, rip out any obstacles that are personally created from the beginning. I promise you, God will send you enough that'll keep you busy for a good enough time.

Until then... No more drinking.

Atleast for the next month. We'll take baby steps. (wink, wink)