Thursday, March 30, 2006

I SEE ME

I see my potential has no limits.

As far as the stars can bleed into the universe..

I see me...flying

I see no one ahead of me...

As I race through the streets in my sweet ride

Passing by

...looking fly

..not a sigh, but a dry eye

as I see me.

Feeling the breeze sweep past my sweet skin,

enjoying each and every moment that is

left and longing.

I see a beautiful, tangy, caramel girl.

Unable to lift her chin to a world

that has locked it..

down since the beginning.

I see what I can be.

I see what I must do.

I see what I want to become.

And still I choose not to...

Do what I can do.

Be more than I can be.

I see the obstacles that dance and prace in front of me

Blocking me from my dreams

from my desires.

I see me walking away..

defeated. Unwilling. Unable..

I see me..

Can I ..?

One day, pull the sword out and slash them one by one?

Can I bring myself forward?

Can I win?...Over myself?

I see me...

see me..?

See you...see me?

See me see you?

See WE

Lets See Through.

Sunday, March 19, 2006

dreaming....

My mind is full of dreams. Tons and tons of dreams that I wish would come true. I guess I always sing the sad story of never having anyone..but its so true. And all I have are my dreams..they keep me company, they entertain me, and most of all they give me hope that one day I can be what i've dreamed to be. But so far, i'm only filled with disappointment. Attempted dreams that fall instantly. It hurts..it hurts to have such hope..and to have it crushed....by not anyone else..but myself.

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

See it in Me...

I don't see how it is that I can push my friends to their limits. But, i'm scared of pushing myself. I am such a freakin' punk! Right? I'm so ready to just give up on everything. I'm realizing now why its so much easier for me to be by myself and then just sit and complain. Its so much easier than getting out there and meeting people and what not. Its such a risk.