See it in Me...

I don't see how it is that I can push my friends to their limits. But, i'm scared of pushing myself. I am such a freakin' punk! Right? I'm so ready to just give up on everything. I'm realizing now why its so much easier for me to be by myself and then just sit and complain. Its so much easier than getting out there and meeting people and what not. Its such a risk.