Letting it Go...

I'm trying my best to make moves..move on...move ahead...move away.

But things just don't seem to be right at the moment. I'm finding that i'm holding on. There is a lot of work that needs to be done...on MYSELF.

At this moment. I feel despair...but I am hoping for something better really soon.

It has been a full 2 months of drama...of which God has come to put his hand down and call it an end....He is telling me to Let it go.

And its hard. But I decided that I will just try small steps. Getting up everyday. Looking at my ceiling...making the decision to do something...and do it.

I decided to take away that facebook account. It is causing more and more hurt and pain than helping at all.

And I'm still working that Patience Goal.

Pray..