She'sss BAAAAAACK

I'm ready to do it again. I've been moping around complaining about what I want and what i haven't got. And I am sooo unaware of my capabillities. I want to do theater! I want to do it so badly. And I want to be so good at it.

Funny realization..I guess i've always flocked to what I do best. And what I do best is what I have always chosen to do..because I do it best. So i'm lucky to have been able to be really good at what I love to do. But, i'm getting older..entering the world and realizing that i'm not the only one good at it. And I've become scared of not myself, but of everyone else. Completely losing sight that this is what I want. Now, I think its all about focus. I just need to remind myself of why I love it. And GO FOR IT!
Its what i've been dreaming to do. And I can do it so well.

So i have to work harder. So what? Everyone is kicking their ass, and i think I felt that I could get a free ride by natural talent and empathy. Well its definetly obvious that the world works against empathy. Its what looks good, its what sounds good, its what moves you. And so many people can do it. So i've got to STEP UP. And thats pretty much it.

She's Back. Fo Sho