....breaking

i am reaching my breaking point. It's coming like how an orgasm can easily sneak up on you and then for some reason regains speed and takes over your entire being. Yeh..well..too bad breaking points don't feel at all similar to breaking points.

Numb..yeh. thats it. I'm so numb, i don't care about anything..and i think that i am truly falling into depression. and i don't know what to do. In my case, there isn't anyone to blame...its just me..me thats creating this overwhelming feeling of emptiness. I feel like i don't belong..and maybe even that its not essential for me to even exist.

whats the use..? u kno?

this isn't suicide folks...its just a cry for some company.